He has made me hollow inside. Help?

Being with him hurts. He fights with me on everything. He has made me hate myself. I sleep with guilt and wake up with remorse. My life is full of regrets. He doesn't like me talking to other guys. He won't let me go to another country for higher education. He wants me to be like his mother. He wants me to be an exact copy of his mother. Once he told me he'd slap me if I misbehave with his mother, even if I am pregnant. My friends tell me to leave him. He abuses when he's angry. And it's all my fault. It's all my fault. I hurt him first. I do things that he doesn't like. I am not the perfect person he imagines me to be. And I disappoint him all the time. I want to die. I sound emo and weird. But this is what I live through everyday. I try to keep everyone happy. I try to please everyone. I smile all the time. But he doesn't like the way I am.